It stands to reason if you guys are not here, then you have no idea how many cookies I am scarfing down. Why in the privacy of my own home---none of you know what books I am reading, or shows I am watching. In the anonymity of the city, who knows what I am wearing and how I am acting? Under the veil of aloneness, I lead a secret life.
Watching these little grands, it did not take long to figure out if they went into another room and it got quiet--THEY WERE UP TO SOMETHING! They seem to believe a wall separating them from my sight gives them license to meddle, snack, or even wreck havoc. The wall will keep me from ever knowing what was done and who did it.
What state of delusion must I be in to think God does not know each and every thing I do, say, or think? The child in me comes bubbling to the surface, and I begin to believe I am out of His sight if I am sneaky enough. I am effectively burying me head in the sand. "Sometimes we harbor an unexpressed suspicion that He cannot handle all that goes on in our minds and hearts. The deep resistance to making ourselves so vulnerable, so naked, so totally unprotected is our implicit way of saying, 'Jesus, I trust you, but there are limits.' " As I love to say, "Now you're meddling!"
What would cause me to pretend God is smaller than His true identity? The All Knowing--All Seeing---Omnipotent---Omniscient God of the Universe---knows me better than I know myself. My refusal to share my all with Him, "limits God's lordship over my life and makes clear that there are parts of me that I do not wish to submit to divine conversation." BAM!!!!---GOT ME!
Not ONE THING is hidden from Him---He knows it all---my obstinate refusal to bring it before Him does not make it go away. Hiding behind the mask of grace does not change the fact that I MUST bring it to Him---before slipping into that robe of grace. I forget He is NEVER surprised by my admissions--my failures--my sins-----He is just waiting---for me to trust Him with it all ---and recognize His Lordship over every part of me.
"Nothing in all creation is hidden from God's sight. Everything is uncovered and laid bare before the eyes of him to whom we must give account."