I was shadowing him outside today when he stopped by for a visit and began thinking this over. Please know "I am NOT stuck". "Suffering is the pathway of obedience." God is teaching me--again. I can be a slow learner. A friend admonished me to go back and read my own book and take note of the steps on the journey of grief. I know this will pass and I will rebound with joy once again reigning in my heart. The joy and peace which has God as the only source. I have read The Book and know the examples He has given to show me this promise.
So you, Dear Friends, become my sounding board when I am walking down the path of suffering. You get to hear some of my thoughts, some of my cries to God, some of my heartbreaks, and some of my despair. I PROMISE YOU THOUGH I AM NOT STUCK! He will not allow me to stay in this place and I see His Light shining brightly through all of your concern and prayers. Bear with me--I will move on.