Most good/wonderful things come from HARD WORK! Starting over is HARD WORK! It reminds me of walking into a brand new house--with nothing unpacked--no yard planted--no window treatments--nothing in place---YOU ARE OVER-WHELMED---and the toughest thing is trying to decide where to even start.
That is what moving has been like---trying to decide just where to start! I just naturally gravitated to starting with finding a church. I've been back to the same church 3 weeks in a row. I have set up a meeting with their women's minister next week. Asking God to reveal where I should be--where He wants to use me.
For now--the idleness is disconcertingly---I like to be busy! I could stay at the Jennings ALL the time--but that is not good for them -or me. SO I am trying---trying to strike up conversations---looking for friends--It's just not easy! I need to keep in mind--it is not going to look the same---that is not necessarily bad--just different.
Trying to accept the difference for what it is--keep putting one foot in front of the other and do the next right thing.